jenna - 17 - nevada this entire blog is just one big mess of things that i like.Tumblr (3.0; @nessieorbust)http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/<p><!-- more -->I’ve been thinking a lot lately about new starts and clean slates and how much I’d actually love to have one. I’m usually not one to want something like this, I have attachments to nearly everything; old texts on old phones, jackets I used to wear every single fucking day in middle school, I’ve even kept the box my 3DS came in and I have no idea why. With my blog, it’s obviously a much bigger thing that I have a stronger hold on. <br/> I’ve had this thing for (going on) maybe 5 years now and I’ve never thought of deleting before. I never wanted to, plan to, and still feel the same way. I used to want to keep my URL the same until the day I finally left tumblr and I lived by that for nearly 3 years until I finally changed it to something way, way better. I like that I have memories on here, embarrassing old and new interests, annoying text posts and awkward pictures. Looking at it right now makes me cringe, but it’s part of this blog and it was who I was at some point in time. I think the fact that I’ve gone through so many different events and met so many different and amazing people is the reason that I’ve wanted to hold onto this thing for so long. <br/> Thinking about it now, though, I’m starting to realize that it really isn’t. I want to move on and move away from all the things that I’ve been and/or have become. Not that who I am now is worse than before, but just the whole process of things, high and low points, I want to let go of everything I&#8217;ve clung to in my past and just breathe some fresh, new air for once. I want to start over in every way, surround myself with the only people that obviously matter most to me, and that’s what I’m gonna do. Not just with a blog on tumblr, but I guess with a lot of things in my life eventually. I don’t know. <br/> I never write text posts on here and it’s probably weird and dumb that I would only as a “goodbye” post (I wasn’t even gonna say anything, and as far as a lot of people are concerned, I haven’t, which is just fine), but I felt like I needed some sort of closure to this thing since I doubt I&#8217;m coming back on here.</p> <p>Peace out, guys.</p>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/47573761976http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/47573761976Tue, 09 Apr 2013 16:17:00 -0700✌hey this was my 36700th post heeeygo me having good timing for once<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6392622eec5584414bd931753c15fb57/tumblr_mkkbnnPHwJ1reh8gio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46840944888http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46840944888Mon, 01 Apr 2013 04:49:12 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3b87351deece0fe0bca31024ff8f52f5/tumblr_mgfgblCTlJ1ri41w0o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46839610691http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46839610691Mon, 01 Apr 2013 04:13:10 -0700animal xing<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7q9sg2r3N1qkna4so1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46592676921http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46592676921Fri, 29 Mar 2013 07:22:40 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/d947b3d59877288da37b580e7de83028/tumblr_mi0r7uCpxQ1r6fgcwo2_r1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>best ramen ever. (by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/yutotoyama/4909874742/in/set-72157624765435920">YutoToyama</a>)</p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46590510380http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46590510380Fri, 29 Mar 2013 06:43:49 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/55af0542ac0b97ea605d6479aa61bbfd/tumblr_mkcj8tUdBC1qfv89lo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><small><em><a href="http://asheathes.tumblr.com/tagged/yameme">YA LIT MEME</a></em><span> » ten series of books (2/10) » The Uglies trilogy</span></small></p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46588644117http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46588644117Fri, 29 Mar 2013 06:05:39 -0700there needs to be some fucking update on that moviecome on LOLA<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_46587025946" src="http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46587025946/audio_player_iframe/nessieorbust/tumblr_mkehcg9JuY1qawkkb?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fnessieorbust%2F46587025946%2Ftumblr_mkehcg9JuY1qawkkb" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://paranoiainbloom.tumblr.com/post/46559894467/circa-survive-sharp-practice-so-many-words">paranoiainbloom</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Circa Survive - Sharp Practice<br/>—-<br/><em>So many words flooding in my vacant mind,</em><br/><em>too little space, too little sleep, too little time.</em></p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46587025946http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46587025946Fri, 29 Mar 2013 05:27:38 -0700seeing circa on my dash makes me so happyESPECIALLY WHEN PANPAN REBLOGS IT OOHOHOOJHOO ; w ;circa survivemusic<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m15i63bOm51qetxs7o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://yummytomatoes.tumblr.com/post/19589106895">yummytomatoes</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I had a dream last night where karkat was in an anime and screeched ‘JOHN-KUN’ these pictures really have nothing to do with that, but his hair was really poofy with more bangs like the doodles so I guess it’s somewhat related to the dream.<br/><br/>kawaiikat  </p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46585617954http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46585617954Fri, 29 Mar 2013 04:49:14 -0700no how about vwiska-chanlook at this cutie thoughkarkwathomestuck<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://pocketfullofackles.tumblr.com/post/36639796382/how-it-began">pocketfullofackles</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4loexhG81qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4loo38yC1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lozDfZC1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lpcB6NP1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lpmCZeB1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lpyCVxN1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lq8Qsyp1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lqiVvz61qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lqwFtrF1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lrb1i6Y1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lrnU1ux1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4ls0MBmh1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lse5uH41qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lssOu9A1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lt7Pk091qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4ltlyn9Q1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lu1l40o1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p><img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me4lubTUcb1qcdvai.png"/></p> <p>i’m gonna pretend this is how it happened</p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46584393855http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46584393855Fri, 29 Mar 2013 04:11:08 -0700homestuck<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e3900a1b20611228d489ac9b13dd7164/tumblr_mjgpmsGRqF1qfx11vo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46583288552http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46583288552Fri, 29 Mar 2013 03:33:07 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/18ff7f365195b0e752de57c0f061545c/tumblr_mjx32s2djT1qcdfg9o1_400.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/403c5f5810c4cc5e37554b64b854ba13/tumblr_mjx32s2djT1qcdfg9o2_400.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46582233202http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46582233202Fri, 29 Mar 2013 02:54:45 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2a40aba58d8a9fc10a66c74e62f56c9d/tumblr_mkczewZslj1qdai6ao1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/db01c669ea3c7ead510a4198ebfe587b/tumblr_mkczewZslj1qdai6ao3_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/dc41111c7346750bb9a840a6a7985155/tumblr_mkczewZslj1qdai6ao4_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/59ed7e77a22e09776a96d619f777bb0e/tumblr_mkczewZslj1qdai6ao2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://lillianjessica.tumblr.com/post/46491365134">lillianjessica</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>vriska is the fucking best and no one will ever convince me otherwise.</p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46581223517http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46581223517Fri, 29 Mar 2013 02:16:51 -0700vwiskahomestuck<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bff8511851b040c4cac09d8c282ffae2/tumblr_mj0khe73uD1rcimypo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://jaysee.ca/post/45817592250/vanillathena-nedbert-why-is-this-in-my-gif">janecrocker</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://vanillathena.tumblr.com/post/45782471013/nedbert-why-is-this-in-my-gif-folder">vanillathena</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nedbert.tumblr.com/post/44342781958/why-is-this-in-my-gif-folder-where-did-you">nedbert</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <p>Why is this in my gif folder???</p> </blockquote> <p>WHERE DID YOU EVEN GET THSI OFM</p> </blockquote> <p>is that hussie</p> </blockquote> <p>is that a boob</p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46580191191http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46580191191Fri, 29 Mar 2013 01:38:35 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m20bsjblox1qh6vbto1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46575594107http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46575594107Thu, 28 Mar 2013 23:25:36 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b1bb11f1b96f41cbb63529841503ba42/tumblr_mjtkngz7Zb1s21tkdo1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46575501929http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46575501929Thu, 28 Mar 2013 23:23:36 -0700<iframe src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F66612497&liking=false&sharing=false&origin=tumblr" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" class="soundcloud_audio_player" width="500" height="116"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://vwiska.tumblr.com/post/41686874666">vwiska</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span><strong>Oberhofer</strong> - Heart.</span></p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46572453123http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46572453123Thu, 28 Mar 2013 22:26:08 -0700oberhofermusic<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_46569752954" src="http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46569752954/audio_player_iframe/nessieorbust/tumblr_m9qtqeUrOV1r87fsh?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fnessieorbust%2F46569752954%2Ftumblr_m9qtqeUrOV1r87fsh" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://hookerswan.tumblr.com/post/30754520101/daisy-brand-new-im-a-mountain-that-has-been">hookerswan</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <p>Daisy - Brand New</p> </blockquote> <p><em>I’m a mountain that has been moved</em><br/><em>I’m a river that is all dried up</em><br/><em>I’m an ocean nothing floats on</em><br/><em>I’m a sky that nothing wants to fly in</em><br/><em>I’m a sun that doesn’t burn hot</em><br/><em>I’m a moon that never shows its face</em><br/><em>I’m a mouth that doesn’t smile</em><br/><em>I’m a word that no one ever wants to say…</em></p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46569752954http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46569752954Thu, 28 Mar 2013 21:44:47 -0700brand newmusic<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me7z9jrBVd1r3wk1zo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46568391732http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46568391732Thu, 28 Mar 2013 21:26:27 -0700<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://chipshopfightsback.tumblr.com/post/45891760614/i-felt-like-indulging-myself-this-weekend-so-i">chipshopfightsback</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><img alt="image" height="669" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/029280e11e73221b98b6f417071024d6/tumblr_mjzex3bQkV1rk7sygo1_500.jpg" width="500"/></p> <p>I felt like indulging myself this weekend so I made pizza. The toppings are held to the crust with wasabi and beans. The knives are all real knives.</p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46567903019http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46567903019Thu, 28 Mar 2013 21:19:59 -0700<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_46559613144" src="http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46559613144/audio_player_iframe/nessieorbust/tumblr_lz9hywLxdZ1qzbn6o?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fnessieorbust%2F46559613144%2Ftumblr_lz9hywLxdZ1qzbn6o" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://scandalousdouchelord.tumblr.com/post/17468196254/celestica-crystal-castles">scandalousdouchelord</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Celestica - Crystal Castles</p> </blockquote>http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46559613144http://nessieorbust.tumblr.com/post/46559613144Thu, 28 Mar 2013 19:37:28 -0700crystal castlesmusic